Day Two (written for 5/13)

Today was okay. I won’t give myself as much kudos as yesterday. I never thought I was an emotional eater, but I am beginning to think that I am ….just in a mild form. I did not cheat, but I saw myself reaching for food when I wasn’t hungry and when I was upset. Food is such a weird type of comfort. It sneaks up on you, and when you think about it …..it never really satisfies you. I can see how people (or even me at times) could just eat themselves into oblivion, and really never feel full especially emotionally. Seems like the worse kind of consequences result in this type of behavior too.

I was not hungry in the morning at all, so I messed up by waiting and eating “breakfast” at 10:30 a.m. I went to work out at 1:30 p.m., which is really too late for me. I was starving when I was done working out and my stomach had some sick hunger pains….which didn’t make my workout that enjoyable. On the bright side that may have been good for my body and meant that I could have been burning fat! Let’s hope. I am even more bloated today and can feel myself getting thicker by the day….don ‘t know what is up with that.

Food Diary:

Morning - late breakfast - 1 piece of multi-grain toast with spray butter topped with 1 boiled egg slice (I cut half of the yolk out and used all the whites) sprinkle of hot sauce. 2 cups of coffee with 70 calories of creamer (I cheated on the coffee not good) 1 cup of warm lemon water with 1/2 teaspoon of honey.

Lunch - mushroom, onion, tuna steak sautee (made with white balsamic pear infused vinegar, white wine, olive oil, cooking spray, and low sodium, freshly ground pepper all oil was very minimal) 1 baked potato with spray butter, 1 teaspoon of sour cream, 1/2 teaspoon shredded cheddar.

No Dinner

Snacks: 10 lowfat baked tortilla chips with vegetarian bean dip, 1 60 calorie fruit juice popsicle, 1 lowfat high fiber oatmeal cookie (small)

Drinks: 2 cups of coffee, 1 cup of warm lemon water, 40 oz of water ( still need more water) 1 swig of oj

Exercise:

45 minutes in gym circuit training between bike, cross-trainer, treadmill, and b-ball (used stretch machine too for warm-up/cool-down)

1 Comment so far

  1. skinnyb @ May 15th, 2008

    Don’t be so hard on yourself sis. You are doing a FANTASTIC job. You even got your exercise in! Exercise holds the trump card to those moments you felt you were “cheating”….
    Keep up the great work!

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